EHF Men's Champions Trophy Tourney to be Webstreamed this Weekend

The EHF Men's Champions Trophy Tourney matches will be available for viewing world-wide on the internet this weekend. The Champions Trophy is a one weekend 4 team tourney featuring the 3 winners of last year's EHF club tournaments and one wild card team. The participants are

2007/08 Champions League winner: ESP BM Ciudad Real
2007/08 EHF Cup winner: GER HSG Nordhorn
2007/08 Cup Winners’ Cup winner: HUN MKB Veszprém
Wild card and CL runner-up: GER THW Kiel

Commentary: This is kind of a strange event from an American perspective. It would be sort of like if college basketball had an early season tournament with the NCAA Champion, the NIT Champion, the Div II Champion and a wild card team. The tournament doesn't really mean much, but then again who cares. Anytime you get to see to two best club teams in the world, Kiel and Ciudad Real you don't need to complain.

[b]Playing schedule:[/b]

[b]Saturday, 20 September 2008[/b]
16:00 CET Semi-final 1: Nordhorn /GER vs Veszprém /HUN
18:00 CET time Semi-final 2: THW Kiel/GER vs Ciudad Real/ESP

[b]Sunday, 21 September 2008[/b]
13:00 CET 3rd Place
15:00 CET Final
(Note: CET is 6 hours ahead of U.S. East Coast Time)

EHFTV website: http://www.ehftv.com/

Handball Talk (Episode 3)

John Ryan and Bogdan Pasat review the 2008 Olympic Handball Tournament, discuss the status of the new USA Handball Federation and upcoming interviews planned for future episodes

Handball Talk (Episode 3): https://teamhandballnews.com/request45.html

My Expectations for the New USA Federation

A lot of opinions have been expressed recently on our website as to how well the new USA Handball Federation (aka USA Team Handball) is performing. As we’ve been without a Federation for a couple of years there clearly is a pent up demand for national support and expectations are high. I’ve been an advocate for more patience, but that doesn’t mean I’ll my expectations are being met. For example, I’d certainly like to see more features on their website and I thought the competition rulebook that was posted on the website wasn’t ready for “prime time.” (By the way, if you thought there were problems with the rulebook, I sure hope you took the time to send in your comments and suggestions.)

I’ve considered a missive about the current state of affairs, but instead I decided that it would be better to first lay out my expectations as to what tasks the Federation should be working on and what timelines are reasonable for completing those tasks. After all, it’s a little unfair to grade performance at the start of the semester, especially if you haven’t fully spelled out what’s expected.

So with that being said here’s what I’d like to see and when:

[b]1) A clear and organized plan for USA club competition. [/b] (Target date: December 1, 2008). Successfully completing this goal would be to have a revamped competition rulebook that has been vetted, by and large, by the USA Handball community. This won’t mean that everybody will like everything in the competition rulebook, but it should mean that all the major clubs in the USA find it acceptable. As a minimum, every club should have a clear understanding as to what they need to do in order to participate in the 2009 National Championship Tournament.

[b]2) Announcement of the 2009 National Championship Tournament (Dates and Location) [/b](Target Date: January 30, 2009). Sooner, of course, would be better, but this should allow enough time for teams to make airfare and lodging reservations.

[b]3) A well organized and successful National Championship Tournament. [/b] There are many elements that go into running a well organized and successful tournament, to include, facilities, the scheduling of games, fan attendance and convenience (lodging and gym location).

[b]4) An improved website with the following content:[/b]
[b]a) A club information page [/b](Target Date: September 19, 2008). This page would include links to websites and Point of Contact information for all clubs in the U.S. You might notice that this target date is only a week away. This, however, should only take a couple of hours and quite frankly it should have been done a month ago.
[b]b) Guidance documentation page[/b] (Target Date: September 19, 2008). Any overarching documentation (e.g. the by-laws submitted in the UTHF bid; competition rulebook) that highlights how the Federation conducts business should be posted on this page.
[b]c) Club Resources page [/b](Target Date: October 17, 2008). A “best practices” section of the website that provides information on how to best organize a new club is needed. This section would include Points of Contact for club development and information on how to request funding grants from either USA Team Handball or the USA Team Handball Foundation.
[b]d) An online store with discounts for members[/b] (Target Date: December 1, 2008). This service would be a welcome addition, especially for new clubs that need to purchase balls and goals.

[b]5) National Board of Directors Fully Identified[/b] (Target Date: November 1, 2008): Another hallmark of the new Federation organizational structure is 7 independent Board of Directors with business skills who would contribute $50,000 each to USA Team Handball. The website currently lists only 2 members, Dieter Esch and his business partner, Brad Krassner. Additionally, the new Federation should make clear how it will identify/select other members of the Board, who are not part of the $50,000 club.

[b]6) First National Board of Directors Meeting[/b] (Target Date: January 5, 2009).

[b]7) Senior Men’s National Team Program Plan [/b](Target Date: March 1, 2009). A well thought out plan on how the U.S. will organize and prepare the Men’s National Team needs to be clearly articulated. Such a plan should clearly identify strategies for player identification and development, training and competition schedules. A key element of this plan will also be a decision on whether to develop players in the U.S. or whether to foster opportunities for players to be placed on European club rosters.

[b]8) Senior Women’s National Team Program Plan[/b] (Target Date: March 1, 2009). As with the Men, a well defined plan is needed. Additionally, if the Women, participate in the PATHF Div 1 Championships later this year a near term interim plan should also be developed.

[b]9) Youth and Junior Team Program Plans [/b](Target Date: March 1, 2009). These plans will need to mesh with the Senior Team Plans. They will also require a substantial amount of thought as the U.S. has very few players in these age categories and limited resources to support their rapid development.

[b]10) Fully Staffed Regions[/b] (Target Date: January 5, 2009). A hallmark of the new Federation organizational structure is their plan to have a dedicated Regional Director and Coach for each of the 5 regions. I would expect that personnel will actually start to be hired and identified in the near future. And I would expect the regional staffs to have a very active and hands on role in helping new clubs to get on their feet and in organizing regional competition.

[b]11) Regional Board or Directors Fully Identified [/b](Target Date: September 1, 2009). As with the National Boards, I would expect Directors to be identified in the coming months. As the Regional staffs have not been identified yet, however, this will take some time. Additionally, it may be challenging to come up with Regional Board Members due to the financial requirements.

[b]12) Interim Over Arching Guidance Documentation [/b](Target Date: September 19, 2008). To the casual observer, the new Federation appears to be currently operating with no formal written by-laws. By-laws were submitted during the certification process, but I suspect that these by-laws are not being followed to the letter. It should be clear to the USA Handball Community what “rules of the road” are being used to guide the new Federation. Simply posting the UTHF Bid by-laws would be a start, along with a general statement of accountability. Right now my assumption (in the absence of a Board of Directors) is that Dieter Esch is calling the shots, but that GM Steve Pastorino has been given a significant amount of latitude to do what he thinks best. This is to be expected in a start-up situation, but that construct should transition as soon as possible to a more formalized structure.

[b]13) Finalized Over Arching Guidance [/b](Target Date: February 2, 2009). Step 1 for the new board should be to approve new bylaws for the Federation. It should be clear to everyone what the roles and responsibilities are for Board Directors, Committee Members and Staff. Additionally, members at all levels should understand how they can influence and participate in the process.

[b]14) Strategic Plan [/b](Target Date: March 20, 2009). The strategic plan would be a top to bottom plan that identifies the goals for USA Team Handball and how it plans to achieves those goals. This is something that should be developed with at large membership input, but may very well also require outside the box thinking.

[b]15) Marketing Plan[/b] (Target Date: January 5, 2008). The new Federation has indicated that they will expend significant resources in this area. I don’t expect for them to provide the members at large a detailed copy of their marketing strategy, but I would like to see regular reports highlighting current ongoing efforts in this area. My metric for success in this area will be successfully getting Handball on TV in the U.S.

[b]16) Fundraising.[/b] This is without a doubt the big kahuna, in that sustained success hinges on creating sufficient income to meet expenses. With the dramatic increase in paid staff (when compared to the previous Federation), as well as plans to field youth and junior teams there’s simply no way for the numbers to add up without significant new funding streams being developed. The metric for success in this area will be an Income side of the balance sheet showing significantly more $ than that of the $300,000 – 500,000 budgets common in the waning years of the previous Federation. I won’t expect the Federation to provide detailed information, but as a non-profit, top level budget numbers should be available for public review. Additionally, it will become readily apparent that there is a cash flow problem if there are staff cutbacks and/or the USA fails to send teams to International competitions.

So, that’s it in a nutshell. Of course, the folks in Salt Lake City don’t take orders from me, so I’m not expecting them to jump all over my metrics. But hey, as soon as I send my $60 in for membership, there’s got to be some degree of accountability. And if my patience wears thin 6 months from now, it shouldn’t come as a surprise to anyone.

Denver Nuggets’ Carmelo Anthony: “I wanna play handball man”

Add NBA basketball star Carmelo Anthony to the growing list of Handball aficionados. In an interview with the Rocky Mountain News, Anthony, a member of the USA Gold medal basketball team, was asked if there was another sport that he thought he could play? Anthony responded:

"I wanna play handball, man. The U.S. needs to get a handball team. I'm pretty sure we can get some guys to go out there and play handball.”

We’ll see if he follows through for 2012. I have my doubts as to whether top of the line basketball players will ever get near a basketball court. https://teamhandballnews.com/news.php?item.557 But, I think Anthony’s new found love for a sport he had never seen before is further proof to my argument that if Handball is shown on TV to new audiences people will watch. https://teamhandballnews.com/news372.html
Rocky Mountain News: 7 Questions for Carmelo Anthony: http://www.rockymountainnews.com/news/2008/sep/02/melo-now-focused-making-nuggets-golden-too/

Old, Old School Handball

Someone recently posted a link to some old “old school” Handball video of Denmark vs. Germany and Denmark vs. Sweden, circa 1954 in the Kometal forum. I couldn’t help but wonder from watching the video as to whether some of today’s women’s teams could give those sides a run for their money.

It also made be think back to the Scottie Pippen, “Time Warp” Nike commercial of the early 90’s. Through the wonders of you tube, it can be viewed if even that too was before your time. Makes me think it’s time for a Handball version of the same commercial. Might I suggest Luc Abalo running circles around the 1950’s Danish side?

Link to 1950’s Danish Handball Video: http://www.dr.dk/Undervisning/OL-leksikon/Boldspil/H%C3%A5ndbold.htm
Lind to Scottie Pippen Commercial: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4qXkn3iqym4

Handball Fans Association

As promised, I’ve been working on starting a new fan based movement to help get more Handball on TV in the United States and other countries. It’s a work in progress and I’d like your help in fleshing out the details for this movement. As such, I’ve created a Wiki devoted to this topic for you to contribute and provide input.

Handball Fans Association Wiki: http://teamhandball.wikispaces.com/Handball+Fans+Association

In general, I envision an association roughly modeled on the Australian Football Association of North America (AFANA) www.afana.com. Here are the proposed goals of the organization:

1) Help coordinate and facilitate the broadcasting of more Handball matches on TV
2) Provide information on Handball viewing options (TV and Internet)
3) Advocate for Handball fans world-wide

More information on the proposed organization and goals is in the Wiki so head there to contribute your thoughts and ideas.

Additionally, I’ll be the first to admit that I’m not an expert in the ins and outs of televised sport production and broadcasting. If you, on the other hand, have personal knowledge, experience and/or professional contacts in the sports production and/or broadcasting arena please send me an email john.ryan@teamhandballnews.com indicating how you would like to help contribute to promoting this agenda.

Sri Lankan Handball Movie Debuts at Venice Film Festival

A movie which chronicles the infamous Sri Lanka National Handball team, which toured Germany under false pretenses in 2004 and then disappeared, made its official debut at the Venice Film Festival last week. Originally titled “No F’ing Handball” it will now go by the title “Machan” (Machan literally means brother-in-law in Sinhalese, but is also used as a slang term meaning mate or friend). According to several press reports the movie has received favorable audience reaction.

The film will be in theaters in Italy starting on 12 September and then will be released in Germany on 30 October. Additionally, the film is set to screen at the Toronto Film Festival later this month. No information has been provided concerning other cinematic debuts, but a film student that attended a screening in France said that the film’s director, Uberto Pasolini, hoped that the film would be released in the United States. The movie is in English and Sinhalese.

[b]Earlier Team Handball News Article on Film production:[/b] https://teamhandballnews.com/news.php?item.287
[b]Times of London Article:[/b] http://www.sundaytimes.lk/080803/TV/sundaytvtimes_07.html
[b]Hollywood Variety: [/b] http://www.variety.com/index.asp?layout=festivals&jump=story&id=1061&articleid=VR1117989477&cs=1
[b]London Telegraph:[/b] http://www.telegraph.co.uk/arts/main.jhtml?xml=/arts/2008/09/01/bfpasolini101.xml
[b]Student Blog on Movie Screening:[/b] http://blogs.uconn.edu/2007/fernando/?p=677
[b]Lanka Dissent:[/b] http://www.lankadissent.com/en/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=1099:machan-a-daring-escape-to-prosperity-&catid=67:art&Itemid=271

A Floridian in Norway.

Mark Ortega of the Miami Sharks is trying out for Alta, a Norwegian First Division Club and was interviewed recently by the local newspaper there. Below is an abreviated translation, courtesy of Houston Stars goalkeeper, Grunde Ronholt.
You can read the original interview in Norwegian here: http://www.altaposten.no/lokalt/sport/

[b]"An American Trying Out [/b]

By Magne Ek

Will center back Mark Ortega mark Alta's second signing before returning to the 1st division?

GOOD UNDERSTANDING OF THE GAME

Alta player Eirik Engelsen saw great potential in Mark Ortega who performed his first workout for Alta yesterday. Eirik was impressed with the American's good defense and his eye for the game. Alta, as a club, has not been lucky this summer searching for players.

'I am staying a few days now and am looking forward to having a talk with the coach. I want to know what he is looking for and what he would be expecting from me', says the 30-year old Ortega, who has previously played in Spain.
Coach Håvard Lillemoen wasn't available to meet Ortega, however his assistent, coach Kai Olsen, and several others were present for the tryout.

'Last season i played in Santander in Spain, and before that i played in Miami for 3 years', says Ortega who has 26 caps for the US MNT, all in Pan Am competitions.

LONG JOURNEY

Ortega was in Denmark last week and on very short notice flew up to Alta. Mark had to look up the city in an atlas and also searched for it online using Google Earth, Ortega was shocked how far north the city was. He was picked up at the airport and only saw a freeway then a mall. He says he is used to a slightly larger city (Alta is really tiny). He wondered whether the mall is all they had in Alta…

ADVENTURER

Mark is a self proclaimed adventurer and has to work in addition to playing handball, He is an all around athlete having done gymnastics along with playing American Football and other sports in college. He started handball following a chance meeting with former Romanian Olympic handball player and current Miami Sharks head coach, Cristian Zaharia.
Mark will continue going to practice this week and then the club will decide whether they will offer him a contract or not."

Commentary: Coach Zaharia does it again. (quit rolling your eyes, they might get stuck!:))

The art of (making) noise.

I gotta tell ya! I really had to explain the gist of my “Hypocrisy reigns” article. Not sure why but it did not sit well with certain readers.
Some took it (very) personal, others didn’t quite grasped its tone. Overall, I am happy to report that most of you did get the “message”.
So much so that two members of our US team handball family acted on it.

There is nothing I’d love more, than to take credit for what Vlad Gramma and Mohamed Emira did in Salt Lake City this past weekend.

Here it is, in their own words.

[color=#6600ff]Bogdan: Mohamed and Vlad. Thank you so much for taking the time to answer some questions for the THN readers. Obviously, your time this past weekend was very precious. Tell me, what happened and why?[/color]
[color=#ff0000]Mohamed: Vlad and I had a meeting yesterday. We’ve been talking about starting a new club where we could contribute to building handball. I have a little bit of experience in creating websites. Vlad and I are also former professional handball players. I played for 13 years in Egypt, 6 of these years as a pro, and Vlad has a similar experience from Romania. Between us we have the most experience in Salt Lake City. We are still slowly building a team, but at least we got things started. I spent 4 hours yesterday night and I finally got the website up and running. I still need to work on the contents, but that was only one day work so hopefully I will get the website where I want during this week. We decided to name our club the Utah Falcons. You can visit our website at www.utahfalcons.com . What motivated me to take such a step was that I felt the need to contribute to the US handball community. Besides, I watched the Olympics and I felt unfortunate that I now live in a country where the sport is not appreciated and that I can’t enjoy it on a daily basis. I am a huge Utah Jazz fan but I would like the be a fan of a team handball instead of basketball.[/color]
[color=#000066]Vlad: Mohamed is right. We have handball and leadership experience. I have been around this sport long enough to know that it all comes down to individuals. The time was right to act on this. Now, we’ve added our name to the [link=http://maps.google.com/maps/ms?ie=UTF&msa=0&msid=103598029638506187982.000440c7641749acb6497]map[/link].[/color]

[color=#6600ff]Bogdan: Fair enough. Now, that the easy part is out of the way, what’s next for the Falcons?[/color]
[color=#ff0000]Mohamed: Some of you will share with me my feelings that at one point in my life, handball was everything to me and it was the thing that I cared a lot, so maybe, the future will now allow me to make handball my career instead of doing something I love less. This is a dream come true.[/color]
[color=#000066]Vlad: I have a full time job so this will take some sacrifice. It will not be easy. I love working with kids. I believe they are the future and without them handball will not survive. I am very excited right now. I would like to contact former handballers in the Salt Lake area and ask them to come back and help us again. These people left because they got tired of people taking credit for their work. Maybe Mohamed and I can fix what others broke.[/color]

[color=#6600ff]Bogdan: Soooo, do you think I could take credit for your work and claim it as mine? As in feed my ego? Some still do that… I hear.[/color]
[color=#ff0000]Mohamed: I know you are joking but after reading [link=https://teamhandballnews.com/news.php?item.585]your article[/link] I got the message, that we can’t depend on the new federation entirely, I’m sure they will do their best but we have to do our best at the same time as clubs and community. I know that your article made a lot noise and I felt for a moment that I’m one of the hypocrites, but I don’t take anything personal! I will try to do my best to be an active part of the community. We could face failure or success but in both ways we learn.[/color]
[color=#000066]Vlad: You know we laugh about this all the time. But if everybody will start doing something for this sport and then we all take credit for it… I think we would be doing handball a huge favor…[/color]

[color=#6600ff]Bogdan: I am just glad you got the message. I’m not sure I had the energy to explain myself to you too. Besides, with our English there’s no telling the outcome. Do you think that the title of this article (The Art of (Making) Noise) is loud and clear enough? [/color]
[color=#ff0000]Mohamed: I hope it is loud enough, and I hope we continue work together as community to grow and focus our attention on the grass roots instead of talking about tournaments don’t mean that much and it’s not going to take us anywhere, we should think about 2016 and who is going to represent the USA, is it going to be some amateurs or real pros.[/color]
[color=#000066]Vlad: I never read the titles.[/color]

Laborious Labor Day.

Things have quieted down considerably since the French trounced Iceland in Beijing for the gold medal.
On the home front the handball clubs have returned to action. There is a typical, and very cyclical, muted handball excitement. Chicago and North Carolina are preparing their their annual Fall tournaments – THE US handball's autumnal equinox.

In the Lone Star State, Texas Team Handball Clubs' Austin club – the RockStars – have been scrimmaging all summer long with the Houston Firehawks. Additionally, Houston Stars/Firehawks will look to host West Point for a weekend scrimmage tournament in late September, which would take place in front of a packed high school gym.

Dede Piankova (remember her?) is back. She has already begun work on taking the Texas Team Handball Clubs to the next level. More cities will be added under the TTHC umbrella and a statewide league will start play soon. The league will feature youth and juniors games, along with adults.

Miami is also kicking it up a notch. The Sharks are circling the warm waters of the Caribbean and are set to take on teams from Puerto Rico, Dominican Rep, Ecuador and T&T (oh, but they do play handball there…). All in preparation for the 2009 French Ligue Final Four, to be hosted at the AA arena in downtown Miami. More on this and other huge announcements later.

As I go through all your emails, I will add more information re: where the rest of the country is heading and what the team handball agenda will look like for the 2008 – 2009 season.

Thanks again for keeping me in the loop and giving me the opportunity to be your "voice".

Iceland Celebrates

The Iceland Review, an English language publication about Iceland has a couple good articles about Iceland’s remarkable run during the Olympics. The first article covers Iceland’s celebration of their returning Silver Medal winners. The second article is a perspective on how whole the country “went bananas” during the Olympics.

Iceland Salutes Handball Heroes:
http://www.icelandreview.com/icelandreview/daily_news/?cat_id=16568&ew_0_a_id=311052
Going Bananas, Part 2: http://www.icelandreview.com/icelandreview/daily_life/?cat_id=16567&ew_0_a_id=311056
Earlier Team Handball News Commentary with links to other Iceland Olympic stories: https://teamhandballnews.com/news.php?item.580

Frank Deford on Sports Organizations

Sports commentator, Frank Deford, recently pontificated on the four guiding principles of sports organizations. According to him, they are:

1: It's much easier to run a team sport than an individual sport.
2: It's much easier to run a domestic sport than an international sport.
3: Any sports organization that has the word "federation" in its title is probably a mess.
4: Any sports organization in which volunteers have a lot of power over the professionals is really, really going to be screwed up. A subset to this is, “Beware of any sports organization in which too many people in authority wear blue blazers.”

I would bet Mr Deford has had very limited exposure to Team Handball, but these guiding principles certainly fit the bill for USA Team Handball for many years. One also, can’t help but think of the International Handball Federation. To read or listen to his essay go the link below.

Frank Deford: Take The Olympics. Give Me My NFL, Please: http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=93995199

Hypocrisy reigns.

I hate to spoil everyone's good mood but after reading John's latest I decided to post this article a lot sooner.

If you read between the lines, all recent activity points to the fact that we are nowhere closer to achieving national recognition, despite an unprecedented boost in media coverage. I actually challenge you to dig in and find the last time you had the opportunity to read, hear and watch so much about team handball on US soil.

I admire John's perseverence and willingness to go the extra mile in figuring out ways to promote this sport.
He's often tried really hard, maybe too hard, to find solutions to so many nagging US team handball problems. That should have been the NGB's job, after all they were getting paid handsomely but that's a different story that just doesn't go away.
Most of us here have agreed to disagree that in order to make handball thrive, we need a combination of grass roots efforts and more media exposure.
Surprisingly, we received the media exposure via an unexpected, albeit welcomed, NBCOlympics.com web coverage of the Beijing Olympics – [link=http://www.nbcolympics.com/getinthegames/asktheexpert/expert=bogdanpasat/index.htmll]covered by yours truly[/link] -, as well as a solid lineup of NBC TV broadcast games.

Yet, hypocrisy reigns. Here is brief look at where we are today.

– We know that the new NGB, USATH – no federation, no association no organization, just USATH – has launched a website which has been a huge letdown — at least based on the feedback I got from you. You wanted more information about US handball not game reviews.
– The new NGB also released a "competition rule book" filled with so many whacked out concepts that my mail server almost blew up from all your complaints. (by the way, please don't ask me how and why I am the point person for so many of these emails, just know that I am. Must be by charming personality). That said rulebook is now being reviewed now for a re-release.
– We, the few of us caring to read/contribute to this great website, do nothing but bemoan everything from what could be done to what should be done… to how team handball should go about its proliferation. We do it in a very well organized manner and very articulately. It looks good on paper. It always does.
– The North Carolina THC is organizing another team handball tournament, yet few people know about it. Not to mention that Doc. Silva – long a mainstay at Chapel Hill – is no longer around and nobody can tell us where the hell he is.
– A small number of very talented handball people, long disenfrenchised and blacklisted by previous handball administrations, are still waiting to hear from the new NGB, while continuing to spend their own hard earned cash to keep handball alive in thier respective regions. Mind you, these are handball professionals who don't TALK about things because they are way too busy DOING things. And their commitment and love for this sport remains unconditional.
– We've been asked for and preached to look towards the handball future. To stay positive and to not worry about the past (whose past?). We've done so. Like little minions, waiting for the carrot to stop dangling and to drop. So, I ask you my dear THN readers, wehre are we today compared to last year, when we had no NGB?

Maybe we do need more patience. To some extent we all do!

I think we all have a treshold. We each function based on personal values, ethics and expectations. Some associated with our sport have survived by whoring themselves way too many times. Those who spoke out (or up), were vilifyed because they did not know how to do it or becasue they, too, had skeletons in their closets.

These past three years have given me the opportunity to realize that I don't need anyone to help me grow the sport of team handball here in Texas. No sugar daddy and no spell check! And there is more where this came from.

I know I can handle my own! If this makes me a maverick so be it. At least I'm not a hypocrite.